Just a Little While Longer

How can you snap a photo of a rainbow?
and
Avoid the Creator?

How can you carry a baby in your womb?
and
Deny the Maker?

How can you go on vacation?
where
the water is aqua and the sand is white
and
Deny His majestic works?

Are you right about now saying:
"Oh wait hold on now, I believe there is a God?"
  And
then out of the other side of your mouth say:
"I don't want to talk about God, there are some things I just don't want to talk about, or discuss."

You know, you are only able to discuss, because of the mouth you were given,
 and you only have that voice to make that statement because of what you've been given.
 A mouth and voice given by God, your maker.

How come it's ok to push Him aside day after day, 
time and time again?
What do you do when push comes to shove?
Like when your spouse tells you he's going to leave you
 or the diagnosis you just received about your child's  health?


 Is that when you turn from avoidance to some sort of acceptance?


Why do we turn our back on Him?

He doesn't do that to us.
When those emergencies come,
 He's right there waiting, hearing, listening and answering.

My mind wanders...
Why should He?
 Come through with an answer, when all I do is turn my back and walk the other way.
Why because He's overflowing with grace, and mercy, and love, and hope
 and... and... and...
It's what He does. It's what He is all about.

I know you throw those prayers out there, and up there, and wonder if there heard.
 Wonder if they will be answered.
  You leave it all up to wonder, chance, and maybe's.

I sit back and think...
What if Jesus left me up for wonder for a "well maybe, or another time, another day."
"Maybe I'll take this cross for her?"
 "Hmm, let me think about it for a little while longer.?"

What are you going to do when your
 "Just a little while longer" runs out?

Once you have your career all set, 
your savings account well rounded up?
Your time all adjusted and organized, 
your family just so, the white picket fence?
 When my spouse is on board, my life in order, and just so?
Just then, maybe then, I'll think about all this God stuff.

I pray for you.
I pray it's not to late for you when that just so right time comes.

This place here, right now is not our home.
Our home is eternal heaven or eternal hell.
Oh and another thing
 this wonderful free will your given
 to take life and do what you want with it,
 your also given the free will to decide your eternal fate.

Yep you, the one in control, the one who has it all planned out right.
Yep you, who decides everything day in and day out. 
Go ahead and decide.
 Your eternal fate.

Turn from avoidance to acceptance


"For in just a little while, the Coming One will come and not delay.
Hebrews 10:37 NLT

Heaven and earth will disappear, but my words will never disappear.
"However, no one knows the day or hour when these things will happen, not even the angels in heaven or the Son himself. Only the Father knows.
 Matthew 24:35-36 NLT


 Additional reading:
 Proverbs 16, Luke 22:42. John 12:35


*Images taken from Google Images


Croatia

Hello Croatia!

Growing up as a Jehovah's Witness, education was not of importance.

I knew that the Sunday Watchtower
the Tuesday evening bible study
 and Thursday evening meetings
 along with studying those materials
 were more important than getting my school work done.
? Priorities?
College was a unspoken word.
I do not have much memory of my elementary school days.
Coming from a background of abuse, much of my memory as been blotted out.
I attended high school only my second semester of my freshman year
 and the 1st semester of my sophomore year.
Home schooling back then was not like it is today.
In our home you taught yourself.
Figuring out that the answers were in the back of the book.... 
(shhh) really helped.
I had a few close friends in school.
Stacy, Kristy, and Kerry.
I remember Kristy doing my whole accounting class for me.
Cheating, I'm sorry to say... yes. 
(Psst. Thank you Kristy for getting me that A.)
Friendships were not allowed outside of the organization.
However these 3 were allowed.  Thank you Jesus!
Through them
 I could see life on the other side.

I do not know state capitals.
I struggle with the names of the continents.
I'm at a lost when it comes to countries.
Math, Spelling, Grammar, History,
I must be honest and say I struggle severely.


I do however know discipline.
I knew what it meant to be focused on my studies.
I hated bible studies back then.....I so love them now.
I knew how to prepare a talk and present it.
I knew how to conduct a bible study in someones home.
I knew how to tell you
 what you were doing was wrong.
That's called Judging.
Everything I was embarrassed about in my life
 everything I 
NEVER
 wanted to be about in life I ran from. 


But now I study God's word because:
I like to.
I read God's word to be closer to Him.
I sit and read the bible,
 because I learn about the things of life
 and a Magnificent Mighty God!

I could wallow in self pity.
I could steep in resentment.
I could cry about how less valuable I am than others
 because of my lack of education.
I did for years.
 And if I'm totally honest,
 it creeps up from time to time, my lack of education.
It's not about looking back and taking the past with me.
  No.
  It means believing Genesis 50:20, 
and using what the enemy meant for evil and letting God make it good!
  For God's good and His glory!


Croatia I noticed that somebody from their has been reading this blog!
God has made this blog reach countries, I never knew exsisted!
I'm learning about you in Croatia!
  I love looking at the pictures on Google images.
I like saying the name Croatia! 
You in Croatia, know you are in my prayers.
  I hope to meet you some day!



Other places like Czech Republic, Bangladesh, Poland, the list is endless...



 God sees you. 
 God know's you.
 God hears your prayers and sees each tear that falls. 
 He is with you. Turn to Him.
And know I am here lifting each of you up in prayer.
Blessings to you dear one.


 
Psalm 56:8

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